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Blocking the view It's interesting how people get to jive with one another, as if the wonders of space and time have led the two of you together for some special reason only the mighty gods in the endless heavens above would giggle with the knowledge of what they had done. Only they know what has, will and would happen. In a way, one human being could only wish to get into that little secret of theirs for just a glimpse of the "what ifs". Little does that human being know what would be in store for him/her. Little do they know that all has been carefully planned out...laid on paper, like the strokes of an engineered structure, being able to have something theoretically conceptualized, and the only thing to wait for is that Breathe of Life in order for everything to start. Fingers trace the lines on the sands that never have the same image after it has been washed up and erased by one wave after another. Much so relative to life...how at one point you're going after this path, then totally different the next. It's scary in a way but that's how things should be. People are so afraid of change that they would rather stick to the safe roads, the paths that they are already used to. So where's the adventure in that? We all need to "get a life", to try, even though lots of errors would come. It's everyone's purpose in life… to find their true selves and use it to the best of their capacity in any way they see fit. Lots of times, we tend to go astray. Thinking that what we are doing at that particular moment is worthy and right. Righteousness becomes blurry once a person realizes after a while that that particular thing they were doing turns out either completely stupid, or totally wrong, or even sinful. Thus resulting to a very chaotic mind. And the worse feeling at that particular moment would be knowing that you are alone. Totally alone in that situation that all you can do is lie on your bed, curl up into a fetal position, and cry. Cry yourself to sleep. Wishing that those stupid things you had done never happened. Wishing that this certain person was with you right now, telling you everything will be alright. In a way, the next morning you'd wake up feeling a bit lighter and calmer. Could it have been that some god took pity of you and held you in its arms while you wept and slept? Perhaps. Only they would really know. Now, what if you (unintentionally), had suddenly blocked out the view? What view? The view to the path you should be taking. In either life's career, or relationship-wise, or whatever psychological analysis you need to be doing. What if you neglected the signs that were so easy to see but yet you didn't notice them due to the distractions along the way? Distractions you ask. Yes. Distractions. The disturbance in the balance of life. Yet life without distractions would be boring. So yes, in some frowning way, we must have these distractions. There are lots of it, and we tend to regret those "chances" we had the opportunity of grabbing before. One would shrug the shoulders and would say "Baah… too late." And only a single teardrop would fall (hahahaha! Imagine Animé). As of now, your only possibility would be to hope that another chance would come your way, and to somehow get back to that path you were supposed to take. Sometimes, being alone would make a person stronger. It's not an easy way to reflect on oneself but there are moments when you need to be alone. One would get scared at the mere thought of being alone. For greater concerns would arise such as (the most basic one) being lonely forever. Why not look at it as a challenge? The gods have created more than enough to have one person find a partner. It all depends on time, and opportunities of course. Days would go by with the dark clouds covering your sun, at times you'll get used to it, and at times you'll go crazy. That's far more interesting than being a safe rider on the road. If the rain comes, then look to the sky and accept it. Its scary, yes, but worthy enough to look back on it when your life has got back on track. That's the time you will realize that "this was all but just a phase". But every so often you can't help but feel the need to miss this one person, this certain being who without a doubt brings balance back to you, even for just a while. However, your wishes are stopped to a halt because you're thinking that maybe this certain person does not have the same ideas you have about him/her. How sad. You start to get a bit angry, frustrated, wanting to cry again. But at the back of your head, a little voice is telling you that the right time will come for you and this person. When all the stars will glow just for you, and by then, it will be perfect. Do you hear those gods giggling again? I do. Article written by: Mahal Amanda Adams  Recommend this article to a friend! Have a comment on this article? Send it
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